Monday, March 05, 2007
{ 6:03 AM }
have you ever felt extremely guilty before? this is what i'm going through now. i dont know what i should do. ok..let me descript about the situation. it happened just now when i reached home. i went downstairs to get bread and accidentally let the cat out of the bag. then because of this, i got nagged. i was super unhappy because it's obviously not her problem. even if i'm hungary, it's still not her problem. this nagging got worse and i argued that "it's none of your business". ok..you may think the nagging will end here, but no, you didnt guess it correctly. it became worse. she asked me to return her the money i owe her. i told her that i'll return her when i sell the ticket away, but she insisted me return her the money. i really hate it when people force me to return something when i already promised to return it some other day. but i did return. i left the coins on the table (take note: i didnt ask her to take it yet). she took it. suddenly i remembered that she too owes me money, so i asked her to return me the money. she took the money on the table and return me three 10 cent coins. i wanted a 20 cent coin instead, so i asked from her..but she insisted on not giving me. so i bugged her. in the end she gave me all the coins by pouring it into my uniform. at this point of time, i was fuming. so i went forward and gave her pushes. but i didnt expect her to knock into the corner of my piano. man..i think now she must be in pain. i'm suppose to be angry you know. how i wished i didnt retaliate. god..hope that she'll be better..but i'm still angry. now i dont know what to do..feel so helpless. ha. today's exams are not that bad..besides ss. i cant finish the reliablity question): hope that i'll at least get a B. going to study for my egeog exam.